A feeling

Ever felt so useless and lifeless before?

That feeling deep inside that makes you feel so empty

Like nothing can satisfy you

Ever wonder why does it happen?

Sadness? Stress? Regret? Depression?

I don't know as well

But

That's how I feel now

Such a weird feeling that I just can't put my finger on

I hate it yet I ponder at it

Wondering and wondering

Why? How?

I wonder