29 November, 2009

A summers breeze of a beautiful flower

Captivating the touch of a summers breeze
Once gone one wonders when will it ever come again
Season after season waited
But season after season differed

Every breeze summer presents
Every stroke of its cooling warmth
Every slide of its fingers linger
Are never the same

Oh how thy beauty you are.

Though winters never bloom and summers never snow.

Beauty shalt not be forgotten for beauty hence engraved itself on a headless name with nameless walls.

A sight to feel, not to see.

Oh thy beauty.

A flower blooming of essence
Touch, water, air and sunlight are of essential
For four act as one
Four shalt broken to none

25 November, 2009

The Berries' Dilemma

Ok this is a story created by my good friend Amirul.

It's about the Berry family which consist of Appleberrie, Buluberry, Kittyberry, Ribenaberry, Jizzyberry, Strawberry, Smellyberry, Mushyberry, Pussyberry, Z Shadows and Shells.

They are all having separate problems. Like a real TV drama!

The family tree is all mixed up and complicated.

But hopefully you guys can understand.


Have fun reading!

Here's the link

Another sleepless night

It's 5.19 am right now and I'm supposed to wake up and 7.30 am to run some errands at Taipan.


I can't sleep.

I played my bass(Adrienne) twice, learned "A Little Piece of Heaven" by Avenged Sevenfold and practiced that 8 minute song 4 times. After that I cleaned Adrienne from the neck all the way to the body.

That was almost two hours ago which was around 3.15 am.


I still can't sleep.

I've listened to countless songs.

I've watched countless videos.

Tossed and turned.

Still can't sleep.

I turned off my laptop at 3.30 am.

Tried to sleep by listening to some sad song or some slow song.

Still can't sleep.

Switched it back on at 5.00 am.

And here I am.

So I'll post up some pictures of recent events and some funny pictures =D

Izzuddin's eldest brother was getting married so he invited us to his brothers wedding on Sunday at 8.00 pm. Was a typical Malay wedding WITHOUT sirap ice. Instead, they had grape juice. YUM YUM! Haha! The food was awesome. Especially the rendang and that cake thingy they gave us. Amirul and I ate it like nobody's business and he said "They must've put crack in this man. It's too good!". HAHA! But anyway, there were 10 of us at the wedding which included Aaron, Amirul, Izz, Syaz, Belle, JQ, Sean, Serene, Christine and myself. Was all good. The bride looked pretty! And I took a picture of Syaz and Belle, the only couple there in our group that night.

That's Syaz in his Kompang costume and Belle looking really good in Syaz's mum's Kebaya.

Anyway we left the wedding at 10 something =)

Next up!

Some funny pictures

Ok Amirul came up with this term that only a few of us only know the meaning to. But now anyone who reads this will know what it means =DDD

Since Amirul likes to masturbate and sleep so much, he came up with T&T which meant, Toceng & Tidur. HAHAHA. So ever since that I've been seeing lots of shops and companies having that name.

This is at Sunway Pyramid Parking Lot (B1) which is near at the ice skating rink level.
T&T Kidz Park some more. O.O

This one is at Carefour. Can you believe a salon having that name??? What kind of hair do you cut man!?

Yeah so don't worry about the guy but on the same day as the wedding, I found this at Sunway Pyramid near Giant. They were building this mini theme park or something.


Toceng & Tidur

Ok. Now who wants to see a gay picture of my very own brother Zac??? WHO WHO WHO?


K so just cover the face and the body. Look at the legs man. Seriously like kaki bapok wei!


Lucky he doesn't read my blog



22 November, 2009

End of Sem 1

Finally it's over

A full month of pure assignments that if I were to count in total the amount of words I wrote, it should be somewhere in between 6000-7000.

Finally it's over

Done with my first semester of the UniSA program doing Communications and Media Management

1 semester down and 5 more to go

Now it's time to

  1. Enjoy my 3 month++ holiday
  2. Look for a job
  3. Pay people I owe
  4. Practice my bass

Have some fucking fun.

18 November, 2009

A never ending argument of a never ending story

If I could have just one wish,
I would wish to wake up everyday
to the sound of your breath on my neck,
the warmth of your lips on my cheek,
the touch of your fingers on my skin,
and the feel of your heart beating with mine.
Knowing that I could never find that feeling
with anyone other than you.

Weird isn't it? The question of love where no one can truly define love. Parents say "You are so young, you don't know what love is". Really? You think so? I think not. I think that love is however and whatever you want it to be and whatever you make of it. It doesn't matter how old you are cuz love changes as you grow older. At every different age you think of love differently. We all know what love is but we just can't explain it. You will know when someone is really in love with you when he/she does something out of the ordinary. Something he/she doesn't really do. Even so, the question of true love still leaves me hanging. At this age, I currently believe that there is no such thing as true love cuz as I said, love can be whatever you want it to if you want it. It can be your true love if you want it to be. You just have to work hard at making it come true. Love isn't just gonna walk on your doorstep and say hi to you. No. You have to go out and look for it. No matter how you put it. Even if it may seem to you as if you're waiting for love to hit you smack in the face, in reality, unconsciously it was you that smacked love in the face. You went looking. All occurrences around us happen by our own choice. We choose the roads we want to take and so happens, that road led us to love. We all know that when a person says "I'll love you forever" it isn't true. We can TRY to love each other forever but no one can really be sure right? Believe me when I say this, anything can happen. Anything. I believe in the saying that "Never say never cuz never, never happens". Which is true. You can find love even at this minute if it so happened to happen. You can believe you will never but it will one day. If you keep believing in that saying. But believing isn't enough. You can't just sit there and wait for it to drop from the sky. As I said, get up and go look for it. It may sound desperate but at least, you are taking control of YOUR life. The life you hold. The life given to you. It's yours. Not anyone else but you. You dictate your own life. You say how you wanna live it. You say how you wanna do it. You figure out how it ends. No one else should have a hand in your life except your husband/wife and your children. Not even your parents. Yes they can advice, but it's your choice again to choose to do so. At a certain point of age we should take charge of our own lives. Your husband/wife and children create a bond that will last till the end of your days even if you divorce with your husband/wife is the parent to your child. Like it or not they have a say. Back to love, in every relationship there are arguments and there are disagreements. It's normal. It's part of understanding each other. Always be true to one another. Always. DON'T and I repeat DON'T say you love whoever you're dating until you have accepted him/or her for whoever they are. Acceptance means a lot to your partner. Knowing that you have accepted their good and bad makes them trust you and know that you are understanding. If you say "Don't do this and don't do that cuz I don't like it". If it's already a part of him and it makes him who he is (which is the person you fell in love with) then why even ask him/her not to do it??? It's unfair isn't it? Especially when you say he/she can't do this or that but you can do the things you want to do without him/her questioning it.

We are who we are and you shouldn't change because someone doesn't like what you do or because your partner disagrees.

Love is seeing through the perfection and accepting the imperfections.

~ END ~

16 November, 2009

Pain Pain Pain

Going into the car is hard

Seeing speed bumps coming closer and closer make it worse

Breaking makes it hurt

Putting on the seat belt hurts like hell

Accelerating makes my toes clinch

Walking up the staircase takes forever

Lying face down is a bitch

Sitting down hurts me to the bone

I walk funny now

Can't bend down to take things

Can't run

Can't stand up straight

And all I can do is laugh at how much it hurts

01 November, 2009


When will time end?
This mortal being can no longer pretend
Defying time would never mend
A constant feeling he could never send

Flesh and blood a mortal being
Heart and soul an immortal feeling
Driven to an atom of destruction
Staring deeply into satisfaction

Dream of a journey not taken
Dream of a walk forgotten
The realization of reality
The magnified reality of eternity
Living only to live
Living not for life
Life without life