In a matter of hours

On Monday the 27th of July 2009.

153 text messages ago.

In 9 hours, 22 minutes and 35 seconds.

My life changed.

And now ever since that day.

I've missed you dearly.

I miss the warmth you give me.

Though I am with my friends and family.

I am happy.

But understand that,

Being happy with them and being happy with you.

Are two different things.

They make me happy but you made that happiness even more.

I realized lately,

That I've changed.

I don't smile much anymore.

I don't laugh as much as I do.

I feel so alone.