Could it be any harder

With every second, minute, hour, day, week that passes by
This feeling engulfs my mind even more
Like a virus
I'm afraid one day I wouldn't be able to control it
I'm scared that one day it'll take control

I'm loosing this battle
And it's getting worse day after day
I miss you so very much
You gave me something I haven't had in a long time
A pure and true smile