It is true

It is true that sometimes we have to go through all the shit to suddenly stumble upon the flower.

It is true when they say you have to kiss many to find one.

It is true when they say you have to stop searching to be found.

It is true when they say you have to be a complete asshole when you were younger to realize how truly fucking amazing life and love really is.

It is true when they say you have to fuck around in love to really love someone.

It is true that you have to fight for everything you thought were right to find out that you were wrong and finally find the right.

It is true that you have to find someone who has done almost, exactly or even more shit than you have to come to realize that hey, it's time to do something about yourself.

It is true that you have to stop saving in order to be saved.

It is true that you have a second chance in life to do what's right.

It is true.

Imran

Of a tree sturdy and strong.

Proud and thief of life.

Fall, fall leaves.

Green sapped of life.

Fall, fall limbs.

Blown and broken by unseen senses.

Belief of roots, life of tree.

Release thy grasps.

Release thy foundation.

Fall, fall thy tree.

Give way, make way, pave way.

Grow thy minute, grow.

Grow strong of renewed life.

Let thy eye pierce through new light from thy fallen tree.

Let decay give birth.

Birth of a new beginning.

셀이

I hope you can't sleep and you dream about it and when you dream I hope you can't sleep and you scream about it.

I hope your conscience eats at you and you bleed just thinking about it.

I hope you realize how much killed and how much I would kill just to kill you for putting me in this shit.

You murdered me and everything I believed in.

You tore apart everything I have ever lived for.

You pushed me so low down that hole that I can't even see the light.

You ripped my heart and threw it down the drain.

You crushed all my beliefs and all my hopes.

You literally destroyed every single thing that made me different.

Do I want you to die?

No I don't.

I hope life sucks your very soul bit by bit.

I hope someone does the same to you as you did to me.

This I promise

I'll never have my children go through what I had to go through.

And I'll never stop loving my parents.

I'll never give up.

12th of May

Guys! If there is anyone reading this out there, I hope you pay extra attention.

There is this place called Artista is Tropicana Mall where they get bands or singers to come in and perform 5 songs every Wednesday. Some sort of competition will be going on between bands and singers and the winner (decided by vote) will be paid to perform there for a month!

So Zac got us a spot there next Wednesday night! Fucking awesome shit man. I heard it's always packed and the performers there are extremely good. Better than us I'm guessing. But who cares??? We're gonna go in and have fun.

So I hope whoever reads this please please please come and support us and vote for us! =D

You won't get bored there, trust me.

THANK YOU!

Good Times

Have you ever had a feeling deep in your heart that you can never get rid off? A feeling of emptiness. It feels like, nothing in the world now can satisfy you, make you happy and make this feeling go away. I don't know if you guys have. But I used to have it. Not often, but there was a few times.

Now, every night when I come home and take a shower, I have this feeling. Always. For the past week night. Every single night without fail. Today I got so angry and I kept wondering why? Why am I having this feeling. It felt like no matter what I do or anyone does, can make this feeling of emptiness go away.

Why now...When I have so much to worry about.

Why...

We all have to start somewhere

Finally, holidays are coming. Though I don't have much things to do but I still have things to do.

1. Sleep more.

2. Learn more songs.

3. Write another song.

4. Play games.

5. Do my assignments (Yes we have assignments to hand up during holidays as well)

6. Go jamming more.

7. Complete the new songs bassline.

8. Spend more time with the family and of course friends.

There. Not many right? But I've been waiting for the holidays to do all of these. Except the assignments. Who wants assignments?

Thankfully, Wednesdays there is no class =D But still have to go out and finish up the assignment. IDM assignment for the video I'm making. I have until Friday and I'm 3 weeks behind. Hopefully I'll be able to finish it up by Thursday. Leaving me with lots of time for Friday =D

6 more hours of class.

3 more blog posts for IDM assignment due Friday.

At least 10 - 20 hours more doing the assignment.

Then I'm 3/4 free.

HOLIDAYS!

CLASSMATES IF YOU READ THIS,

HOLIDAYS MAN HOLIDAYS! LET'S DO SOMETHING GO SOMEWHERE!

=D

Eat bak kut teh

=DDD